My husband and I have been married for almost 5 years, we had a rogh start we werent really dating very long before I found out I was pregnant. So we decided to get married well we had a week til the wedding when I lost the baby. We decided to still get married anyways we have had a really rough relationship we have 2 AMAZING children ages 3 and 1.. During our relationship though I have been phsyically and emotionally abused and he had an emotional affair with his ex gf for over a month and arranged to be with her but ended up getting caught. im still not sure he is sorry for it or just sorry he got caught. He still says he did nothing wrong! In the meantime i am trying to deal with my self esteem issues that were brought up whe he turned to another woman.. and all of this comes down to... I started talking to a good friend of mine thats a man and now im the one who is having the emotional affair!!! I feel horrible but i just feel like I was "thrown" into this relationship that we both are just better being apart and just being friends for our kids sake. HELP!!!