I know how you feel!! Sometimes it does seem like everything you do is a failure but you will soon see that your efforts pay off in the end!! Don't try so hard to make things happen. All it does is stress you out. Things are going to happen that make you feel this way so just try to push on through the bad times and have fun when you can. You know what seems to make me feel better sometimes?? Just laugh off your problem. It's easier than you think. just kind of let your problems roll off your shoulders. I send you nothing but good wishes!!