Chaotic,Melba, Echoes,
Yes, I love this: "the composite created is unique in its own right." So true. But, it's not simply wanting to be like T (although I realize it's what I said I was feeling). It's the pull to be myself and yet be "like" him in a more complete way. i think Echoes is right about the internalization. I don't think I've drunk my fill from the cup yet, and the taste so sweet that the yearning and longing is to have more-like a child at the breast. I just hope my void is fillable and not an abyss.

Peaceout everyone.