Those strike me as really good questions. I don't have any answers, though.

I'm facing my dependency issues right now because I'm moving away from my T and it's an unexpected move. She is going to continue to meet with me by phone, but I'm grieving the loss of seeing her weekly. Makes me question my level of dependency and whether it's healthy to be so sad over this loss?

My gut tells me I'll be fine not seeing her. In other words, it won't kill me, and I think I'll function just fine. But I'm still very, extremely sad. Feels like someone is dying.