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Well you can do what I did. It worked but I'm not sure it was the best way to deal with the situation. Keep going back to your mother and trying to get from her what she can not give. Keep getting slammed into that brick wall until it finally becomes so real, so painful, that you can no longer deny it. Until it crushes you to bits completely. Then you will start to respect and believe yourself. When you've had enough pain, you will change and not feel guilt ridden, and you will realize that only someone who is insane (not wimpy) would be willing to put up with what you did.
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