I am afraid to tell anyone about it! I've been lying to everybody about how it happened except for my T. I saw the pdoc yesterday and there was no way I was going to tell her! I do confess things to my T. He's the only one who isn't going to judge. I know what you mean, and I have thought about that. I guess I kind of look to my T for guidance and support, like I am sure all of us do. I am ashamed of some things, and those things I tell my T of it by voice mail or leaving him a note and scolding myself harshly in the process for telling because it feels so wrong. As for hearing what my T thinks, that will be my guidance and support.

By the way, my cut looked okay this morning still, but tonight it has a slight red edge. I'll keep watching it and see how it is tomorrow.