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Originally Posted by veggy
i was terrified everyone would find out too, and i tried sharing it with my mom hoping she'd help me and nobody else had to know, and she told EVERYONE... people i'm not even related to.
so i turn to my brother. he has come over at 4am to clean me up when i go too far, and he doesn't tell anyone, and he doesn't look at me funny. he just helps.
i think everyone that SI's needs somebody like that. i take my meds and i talk to my doctor about if i'm getting better, but during panic attacks only my ex or cutting can calm me down, and all i have now is cutting.
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im so sorry that happened. i really hope things will get better for you
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?
he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.
i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road
I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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