Sooo, are you describing the I hate to use this term..sense of oneness. That feeling that your connected to someone on a much deeper deeper level? If so, I kind of struggle with the "wanting more" of that as well. But for me, being I guess the somewhat detached one...I've felt this sense of connectedness but I don't seem to have it connected to my T or one specific person. For me I've experienced that FULL feeling briefly in different relationships but I just can't seem to figure out how to connect with it at will. I've had a few REALLY connected moments with my T but, they just happened- the planets were aligned? IDK?...Then I'll go months where I feel like she is a total stranger and just crave to feel it again. Then out of the blue we connect briefly again, then its gone again.

Is this what your talking about or am I way off?