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Originally Posted by zooropa
I know when my T is away or sick I feel sort of abandoned, not sure if I can call her if I need to and having that thought always makes me feel like I NEED to call her. Do you feel that way, at all?
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Yeah, when I know I can call him it makes me feel all safe and secure and I don't need to. When I can't, I feel kind of scared and want to call him SO badly! I think that's why I felt so much better after talking to him. Just knowing he is available.
I am SO dependent on T
I know that he trusts that I will "outgrow" it when I'm supposed to, and I try to trust that too. I think there has to be a certain amount of dependency for me to work through the trauma stuff I'm working through. But sometimes it's hard and it makes me sad.