I aggree with Far, He makes some graeat points, Take care of yourself. We all know its hard to deal with but you will make it through it, We're here for you. If you've ever seen Finding Nemo, then you'll under stand "Just keep swiming, swiming, swiming" or in this case, "just keep going, going, going" You will make it out. People do care about you, you can get through this. (and if you can't foucs on anything then get out side of your self and help a friend, do something for some one, get out side, just to name a few) You will be okay. and remember keep venting here, it helps.