Just show her this whole thing? Won't she get mad at me? I'm scared she's going to get mad or laugh or something and tell my parents, which will get me in trouble. Do you think I can trust her after all this time? And after not telling her about any of this before?
Hopefully I can take it completely. Thanks.
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"Though I laugh, and act like a clown, beneath this mask I am wearing a frown."
"My humor hides my pain but inside it still remains."
"No matter how far I run, I'll never be able to run far enough to get away from the memories you've left me with."
"I want to be left alone, but at the same time I don't..."
"Depression is like Quicksand. Its easy to fall deeper and hard to pull yourself out."
"I'm so lonely. Surrounded by people that know me but don't know a thing."
"Its like the world is trying to tell me that it doesn't need me anymore."
"Sometimes i look in the mirror and wish i could see nothing"
"I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying."
"This love, this hate, is burning me away."
"I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine for the very last time."
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