Thread: Did it again
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Old Feb 23, 2010, 09:03 PM
desperate&disturbed desperate&disturbed is offline
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Originally Posted by depressedgirl View Post
I cut myself again last night....
I feel like a complete failure...
The upper part of my leg is all red and it hurts to walk and everytime I walk or move my leg it reminds me of my failure and it makes me cry everytime....
I just don't wanna go on anymore and I don't know what to do...
I feel like im in a neverending cycle of depression,fear,and failure.
I feel like it's never gonna end...
I hate myself...
you are not a failure! at all, please do not think any less of yourself. the cycle will break, i promise you that. and you have been really helpful to me i don't see how someone as nice as you can be hated by anyone let alone themself. you are going through a rough time and it will pass. it will be hard and please please please message me if you are feeling upset
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony