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Feb 23, 2010, 10:23 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: getting use to my own skin again
Posts: 1,797
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I sorry we fighting inside. we no know what to do cause we have a splite of what we want. stay or go, but even if we go will it be diferent we no know just tired of the fighting, tired of not knowing if those that hurt us will leave us alone, tired of wondering if those that we gave our trust to finely see the pain that they have caused us and change how they treat us or are we destened to be physcally near poeple that no want to understand us. In the past 3 years each time we thought we finely got someone to hear us we found out later that they thought we switched that we be so different from before with no memior of what happened before. we cry cause they no let us heal with or be with our son in safe place. No one heard our ppain for the present all they heard is that we still live in past. we cry of all the things that we have lost and wonder will we every be able to heal and have some where that be safe for us or are we going for another repeat. are we in the eye of the storm again waiting for it to move to cause us more pain. for even though we may be different in how we carry ourselfs from the joining of souls we still remember that which took place in the body. When we ask after 3 year is this all that there is??????? we just shake our heads in loss faith of man anf the community around us that choice to teach others to hate that which is different. Or have we finely proved our selfs we no want to go thoiugh this no more we wang to go but when we fight inside outsiders win for we have no strenght to unite and be as one. we just tired and no know what to believe even in our selfs.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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