Natural high that is. I'm in a chipper mood...but still, I feel very unstable. Maybe too chipper...I'm laughing too much, saying jokes that aren't too funny. I'd say I'm maniac, but I feel that I can at least control it a little bit. What do you think?

Anyway, I fear of crashing. I'm scared that I will become depressed and something will trigger it. Being both on a nat. high, and depressed on the same day makes me feed like crud. My relationship with my friends is not the same. The up side is that I'm more carefree and happy.

This doesn't happen too often btw, so I'm convinced that bipolar isn't a possibility in any way.

But what do I do if I crash? I DREAD becoming depressed, but I do remember this happening to me before. I crashed a bit...I was in a crap mood.