Only way could I move out on my own is if I move 86+ miles away. Then I can get assistance for an apartment and a mental health advocate would help me with finding a suitable job, but my problem is I work for about 6 months part time or 3 months full time then I experience burn out bad. I'm extremely shy and cautious and intimidated very easily in real life.

I talked about trying to live with my aunt in California for a while to see if I could do it without my parents. I was thinking if I had a well enough paying job there I could get a studio apartment for decent rent and just walk or ride a bike or get a bus pass. Dad said "if you leave, don't come back." It makes me really scared to try now. If I don't make it on my own will I have to be homeless?