I am still feeling terrible about our relationship. I don't know what to do other than wait and see what happens, be my best, and see.

I am done struggling. I am done trying to make him love me rather than cling to me. I am going to live my life. He can live his. After a year of couple's counseling, this is where I am. This is where I was when we went into counseling.

Whatever. This is such BS.