I start back in therapy next month and my anxiety is up because of that.. The problem I am having is my first appointment is right smack in the middle of bike week.. There will be over 100,000 bikers in town and I am noise sensitive.. The bikes make all kinds of noise and they tend to shoot right past you blasting away..I already have trouble driving because I have lived in Isolation for seventeen years.. Very rarely leaving the house.. I'm afraid I will get into an accident..Paranoia is one of my problems.. Anyhow I don't know if I should cancel that appointment.. I have been on leave from therapy for four months.. If I cancel she may not see me again..Arrgghh I feel as if I am loosing it..