Mom isn't much for conversation, she's always too busy doing something whether it's sewing or watching tv or at work. She won't stop what she's doing to listen and whenever I talk she's telling me to be quiet. I don't really know how to communicate with her. I live in a household of people who don't communicate and get mad when you don't read their mind. At least that's how I feel about it.

Right now it feels impossible to save. I give dad what I can for rent and the rest is paying medical bills and a credit card. I live paycheck to paycheck.

The whole thought of leaving is too overwhelming for me. I'm so scared to do that.