I'm sitting here staring at my screen trying to think of positive and wonderful things to say to you. I can't. I just don't know what to say. I'm sorry. I wish your relationship was going better. It seems so unfair to have to deal with this at the same time you are trying to find stability with your bipolar. It sucks. *****, I wish I could be helpful! I really want to do something to make you feel better, but I can think of nothing.