Just a little note here...I am trying to just ignore everything. I even called my T and canceled my appt on Weds. because I need a break from dealing with everything.
For every one issue I start dealing with 10 more seem to take shape. And, I am just tired of being the woman who cannot get it together!
I am so over all of this.
So, if I have to lock it all up again I will.
Cause, I feel like my life is redundant with S* feelings all the time and hopelessness.
I am tired of it so I am sure everyone else is tired of it too.
I am sure I am on the bottom of many people's lists because it is like...damn, when is this girl gonna get it together and shut up.
I am going to shut up though...in fact, I am going to silence myself.
And, in order to do that I need to take a vacation from it all, play the game and go quietly into the night...