Hi hangingon, i remember from your previous posts like most you've had your ups & downs with your T, but i think she really cares about you, & you have come along way with her, i can understand why you are unsure, but i honestly think she has your best interests at heart & she wants to do right by you, it would be benefical to let GP in a little, i was always dead against med's, but i have to admit they did help me, & they helped me cope with T better, i always thought it was one or the other, but they both support each other.