My son mentioned that I have been sleeping more in the past few months. That is a big change because for the past five or six years my insomnia has made it difficult for me to sleep longer than four hours. My meds are pretty much the same except I have run out of a couple of my sleep meds. But still I just want to go back to bed. Sold my used car but too tired to drive into town to get title, too tired to go to grocer, too tired to buy horse feed. I have also been gaining weight for several months. My kitchen sink has been stopped up since summer 2009 so we eat fast food or things we can cook in microwave.
I have lots of things I need to do but no energy. If I don't pick up the rubbish in my front yard I am going to be fined. I am going to ask my son to help with that. I MUST get my 2007 taxes filed before they tote me off to federal prison for tax evasion. Where is the energy?
I have an appt with Pdoc tomorrow. I hope he has a new idea.
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