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Old Feb 24, 2010, 04:06 PM
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I didn't even think about asking about them getting worse, She was more concerned about the Safety issue. She wants to know but, that pressure makes me not want to share it with her.

I'm not denying that there is a problem, I just can't deal with how people look at me after I have told them about some things like that. They always look at me like they know to much, and am judging me at every moment, or that they are wondering if I have done the SI again, or if the voices are around, or even if things are getting worse and the hospital is the only place left to keep me safe. I just can't handle that much right now. I can't deal with how peopl look at me, since I feel as if there is someone looking at me, when they do look at me.

I can sort of accept what is going on, but I just don't want to say anything to a person, in person, or by phone where I can see the reaction. I just don't want to see the reaction, or the latter days when they look at me weird.

Does this sound weird to anyone else? or is it just me?