I am not even certain what the most important task is. I have become negligent at feeding my horse daily and that is just not like me. I have been able to put his feed in a bucket though and my son carries it to him.

If I don't clean the yard I will have to pay a fine.

If I don't file taxes... I don't know what they will do.

If I don't pay my electric bill they will cut off my power. To do that I need to put some cash in the bank so I can pay with my debit card.

I heard we are supposed to get snow at the end of the week so I should buy more food for my horse, cats and kids.

I do good to get a shower once a week. I have only one clean pair of jeans and my dryer is not working so I need to go to my mom's house to do laundry but where's the energy?

I didn't used to be this way. I don't like being this way. My head makes plans that my body won't follow.