I can't really even put it into words.

It's wanting to scream and kick and punch and rip something apart and have someone who can do something about all this crappy injustice actually DO SOMETHING NOW.

My daughter doesn't want to go back there. Hell, they aren't even going to see their dad tomorrow. He's going to be partying at a wedding while the kids are made to stay at home. And then the 20-y/o developmentally disabled son of the wedding couple is going to be at the house, and he's already touched my 14-y/o daughter in ways that makes her uncomfortable. But if she or I say anything to her dad, we'll be blowing things out of proportion or lying completely.

I want my kids to feel safe and comfortable, not accused of lying and bringing on their own problems. I want them to feel nurtured even when things aren't perfect. I want them to be protected, but because there isn't any physical proof, everyone is dragging their feet.