Hi xXWhyXx, first of all stereotypes like 'emo' are just generalizations . Your are you . Don't let people throw you into a certain catagorey,ignore them you do not need a label. Everyone is different and unique (as cheesy as that sounds). I think a lot of people here can relate to your feelings over guilt from SI and suicide. One of the main reasons I've stopped SI recently is because it's upsets my bf so much. It's hard to put into words for me but this guilt is actually good. People care about you. They don't want to see you hurt. Maybe instead of feeling guilty about these thoughts you can try and discuss them with family. Not an easy task I know. But you can always always talk on here on PC. That's what we'r all here for try have a look at some of the stickys ,they help loads.
Have a good day,
Carrie xo