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anderson · Feb 24, 2010, 07:05 PM

Why is it that all they think because we were created under a sexual abuseive situation that is all that we want. We want to friends have some one to talk to not just hink we want to be laid. Why is it us the one that have been hurt so much that have to bear the waight of proving that we do not waant something. Why is the men that used our son to get what they want get patted on the back for getting laid under blackmail get the create for being great studs but the women that did what they did for family and to be less abused get title the slut. These men that want us to stay they no be near us when those rub in to us what tothers thaink of where they hteir when we try to do things with pur son just to have men look at us telling us that they were male enough to take us on for the night . How can they expect me to want to stay in the the same town that we were namr=ed the alnight whoes. what do they think we be made of they never talk to pur face about what is hurting us. but we hear them atlk about it when they think we are not near them. we want to leave but they think this is where we belong. Ya right we mqay not remember the men getting laid but we are the ones that heave hed to live with stranger grabing us and the women smile in the self rights way that they had them at home that they are ones tha got them at the end . we never wanted them we only wanted our son safe no one would take him they used him to keep us under their control just so that we would be more wasily controled more managaeble . god what kind of men taked and braggs about it them send the women to tel us that we will never be love for m ore then a peices of *SS . That they make us sata is bull ***** we have lived her long enough under this weight our son no wants us no more we have notheing only pc world takl sto us . we should be set free but even some of the parts inside refuse to let us leave this town what alse do we have to lose. WE have nothing no hope no future here but they keep us here just so those that hate us can rubit in that we have no one no one to talk to face to face that just wnt to be friends. we mo live down cause even if we not even do all they say we be condemed by all cause we be different hhere that is our big pain. no one talk to our face and we are cosiantly tild that we can never be a part of our sons life no more that we can only watch from the out side looking in. why do we have to were more scares on the soul just so a few inside can have the privilidge of saying we did not give in they are furll sh
8t we no want to be hurt no more and even thsoe we thought heard us only hear what they want to hear so why stay and fight for someting that is not even our to fight for. the town has alreaduy called us what they want ot call u s now why wont those inside and out let us free.?????