I feel the exact same way, I also started smoking to relieve stress and sometimes im so depressed I sleep all day and im usually in physical pain from it. Pain in the gut, I get that all the time. Your in college, so u must be 20, but Im going through the exact same thing at 15. Were not crazy, were not alone, we just need help. And i know how stressful times can be but we'll both get through it. Its a small rough patch, itll smoothen out soon.

Pm anytime, we can talk .