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anderson · Feb 25, 2010, 10:52 AM

We woke up this moring with the next 2 post witten and asked to post as is . We do not have wi fi where we park at night but we got told what we thought we would be told as to the why we still here.please read with cation they did not beffer it to much for the pain that they/ we are in.
.....What we asked for from the universe was someone that would allow my younger parts to heal and grow what we got was a group of men that thought just because we were made under sexual abuse that the only thing that we want was sex. well sex was an easy way not to get hurt or tortured if you keept them happy they no hurt you yet now when we no live with the men that hurt us so bad we now here that if we try to leave this town the ones that hurt us so bad will get us and hurt us more. what a f... waieght to put on a mind of a young child alter that u have to stay and survice us so that u wont be tied up beating caned or r>>>>> but damn I guess that line has worked for 3 d..... nyeaars why stop now. The women here tell others that we now go after them not!!!! that is so gross we were aasuulted by our bio mother no thanks on that one. Why still men because the odd part that even as a child if we kept one happy for a time the abuse , the tortue would stop. but here they just use it to keep us in town with no housing no friends no hope only the hope of less abuse which is bul.............. but until we can get those parts to believe that they had been lied to we still have work to do. We will always love our son. His "Illness" is he community that we live in have no comapasion or understanding of that which is different. Because we were so missed up and was such an easy target so was my son for now he has to live down that which he helped to create to be accepted by those around him while I keep thinking that we still have a chance at life somewhere else. Being grommed to be the slave of others was well taought to us now why cant we find some one to help unteach my inner parts that we no longer have to be that which we where created to be used for.