Trigger wawning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We told that we say here why we want to leave buthey no let us go so we say what we want to make usa stay the biggers say thy no touch so we no spell good but still try to say wat need to be said.
. Why do the bigers thatnk that we only want sex. They tell us if we no do then take
from us and give to those tht hurt us. We even got scares to prove what they do. Those that say they help us only if we do what they say but still no let us have time with ,
cause they say bad thing then he no like us no more or was it cause we asked for help public cause no one would stop hurting us. We want to be trsated just like ourside kids. They not all be hurt they be safe but biggers just bring kids around us juat to remind us how we not good enough to be just like other kids we made by bad people that is all we goood for. Noone want someone that is coverd with sacare cause that all anyh outsider wants rfrom us. WE try to die yet all they think if they have sex with us then we be better no they just prove they displine us softer then the really means ones from befopore. We no have no friends or talk to outsiders here cause they be told we do bad things in physical no we dont
bigger now we no have to do bad thins to keep himm safe now we need to go away so they no hurt us now but they no let us say that the bad one the ones that cut our back will get us again but they no give us protexction here thedy only teel others ot=to dcome tous to see if we nee d or want someone different they no understand that we want a real home a family in real world where kidsa no be used by bad men or women we just want to have a life like other kids but they no let us cause of all the lies made from the thruth to make us look bsd. But no one hear us. Those that say they do no stop the bad ones from huutnog us but no one hears us nop one makes the bad one leaves us alone no one heres helps us to be safe just let other more hurt us cause they no want us yet tell others to hurt us moer . We cry no one wants to kep us safe only let us be hurt no safe place puc her fro us cause no one want to believe we share truth but when we share we get hurt so why live inf wolrd that no safe place for us they lie we go to one that say protect us but then they turn on us. Trll us they find some one else no one gives us ho,,e or hope for just as soon as they get laid tthen they tell the others that they can have us again just like the other ds from before.
. We want no more hurt no moe pain. Want real friends not the oness that say friends tht say protect then once they get what they want tell us now we work for them and we got to take care of their friends too. >>> no live us no mre they can no longer use our son say that he be hurt if we no do what they tell us to do. Why is when we say we only want one person on real world to take us home and take care of us that thye think we only want a new fix like the biggers say. They tell each other lies so no one likes us no more but make sure we to scared to move out of this town.
want safe in real world, no let biggers touch us in bad ways
Want safe time with our son no let him hurt us caues we be difeerent from other. Outsiders taught him it okay to be mean to us noone want to be with us and be nice to us only tach him to hate us more by the they treat us. Want the nasty to stay away from us.
.how can we get others to like us without sex if tht is all that outsiders believe that is what we want. Those that made us this way and those that use us for same thing even though we no get cut up no more are still dark souls if we have to live in a town that they helped teach to hate us caues the only way tht we could keep the rally bad ones awy was to have sex with thise that would not hurt as bad as the others, What kind of life is it when we ave to pick the lesser of two evils cause no ine want to here that we still be human and want to have real life with out the pain of the past.
WE tell other we no ouside friends they ask why we tell them the truth we think we have real friends but then they say they no friends unless we have sex with them. So we taalk with those on Pc world cause they no can touvh us like real people can. But we stil lonely we remember Nana and brian they loved us back then but they not here no more they be on other side but those that want to keep us here no let us go to the ones tht understood us.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson
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