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Originally Posted by Fenrir
Choose implies choice and I don't always feel like I have a choice. You're brought up a certain way and taught to believe and act in a certain way, and even when the door is open to change... it's not easy and sometimes not possible to just walk through it. Slow steps at first, I guess.
I don't know how to take those steps. I just have trouble shaking the powerful/weak ideal. Why can't I not need help? But it's human to seek help. I seek something that's not human sometimes.
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Yes, you are right it does feel like there isn't a choice, it's just the way you are programmed and there is nothing that you can do about it. That's what it feels like but if you can be programmed one way, you can be programmed another way too. Maybe this is the key? You can't change in a vacuum, you can only replace something not helpful with something helpful? You have been trying to change by only trying to get rid of this instead of replacing it with something else?