I got severely triggered last night. Perpetrated up on in a nonviolent manner... yet I knew I had been an unwilling party to fulfill some man's sexual desires and need for attention. I had not part in it willingly, but had to physically shove the man off of me many times before he finally would go away. I even threatened him physically if he did not stop. Anyway... this morning I have that tingly feeling in my forehead that says... bash me. It's very hard not to do it. Called my therapist... want to hide.... worst of all... I want to hurt me. I'll let you know if I manage to sidetrack myself from taking action. I really don't want to walk around with a bruise on my forehead. My bangs aren't long enough to cover it right now. *sigh* Thanks for listening. I asked a friend what could possibly have caused that man to pick me. He said because he knew it bothered me... he got a reaction out of me. I thought I was going to an outdoor concert at an art museum... not a bisexual mating frenzy! I feel so cheap