Yeah, I got that from the situation as well. She was trying not to upset me obviously, but talking to me with that intention made it all the more obvious. I'm a bit too perceptive for that. Right now my reaction is to just go back to the T I've always had... Me.
I told her EVERYTHING. I feel so embarrassed and angry. It's no wonder that she kept telling me it was ok not to get into something.
I feel rejected. Again.
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"...at one time, I used to break into pet shops to liberate the canaries. But I decided that was an idea way before its time. Zoos are full, prisons are overflowing... oh my, how the world still dearly loves a cage." - Harold and Maude, 1971
"I am a rainbow in somebody's cloud." - Maya Angelou
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http://loveregardless.blogspot.com
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