(((((((squared ))))))) You amaze me. That email was so powerful and strong. It was kind and yet firm. YOU stood up for YOU!!! WOW !!!! You are my hero!!

I am so sorry for your double loss with this and for the pain that this is causing you.
And I hope you do reach out and find a different T who can serve you as a real T does. They provide a service to help us heal. And there are very good healers out there in the world. Wow. That email of yours took guts. If she does reply, no matter what is said, remember that YOU called her out and all of us here on PC are in your corner. Keep sharing here if you want and we all will keep supporting you. You have found others who care and some like Exotic who have walked a mile in your shoes. Okies? :-) Safe hugs!