hmmm...perhaps this will add some perspective? I have been seeing my current T about once a week, for about two years, minus a longish interruption, and I am just beginning to feel safe...and I am fairly sure there are still going to be times when I forget that feeling too...I think it is important to notice what it is that causes our sense of things in therapy to change. That is something we can work with. I think it may even be normal in any relationship for there to be this sort of to and fro motion??