My anxiety is really bad right now. I seen my T today and we talked about something that were hard to talk about and I wonder what he thinks of me now at this moment for what we talked about.....
then I come home and get on my computer and find out my one daughter found this site on my recents sites on my pull down bar and she nows knows my screen name here and she read my profile but the things that matters most is she read all the post that I posted....even the ones about the transference I have for my T.....UGH this really bothers me BIG time and has me all worked up and I do not know what to do..... I want to call my T and talk to him about this and I know he would want me to call but it is late and he does not take calls after 11pm so I just have to take some xanax and try to sleep some...might call him tomorrow...
Does anyone elses family know you come to this site and if so do they read your posts? I am scared I thought I was safe here and noone would find out how I am truly feeling but you all and my T and now that is different and I am having a rough time with it....UGH


ps is there anyway I can be on this site and not have her know my name or find me....I wanted a place that was all mine and not have to worry about writing how I feel and now this UGH