|
about suicide. how i will do it.... thinking about doing it while im driving, just run off the freeway overpass or whikle im walking, jump in front of a car, or to go buy a gun methotically, buy the bullets later (you cant buy both in the same day i think) and then shoot myself in the head and end it all.
i cant stop thinking about it. i want to end it. i want to end my life and my pills arent working, at least not yet. I'm on abilify @ 15mg a day and klonopin @ 25mg a day.
i dont know what to do except reach out to those who wont lock me up.... like you guys. i called 1-800-suicide once a while back when i was ready to do it. i still am.... im just scared.
i AM seeking attention, YES. it's my only hope.
__________________
 smile, this too shall pass
so much for a wonderland....
|