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I guess. But if she makes me show her shell tell them for sure. And what if she doesn't like me since I SI or because I'm so sad. Or because I'm me. Thats a good reason. Or because I never told her the full truth about how I was feeling. I don't know if I can pass the shallow talk. I don't know anything right now about anything. Except that I cant deal with this anymore. One way or another it has to end.
I dont know. It was made behind my back I guess. I dont know why.
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"Though I laugh, and act like a clown, beneath this mask I am wearing a frown."
"My humor hides my pain but inside it still remains."
"No matter how far I run, I'll never be able to run far enough to get away from the memories you've left me with."
"I want to be left alone, but at the same time I don't..."
"Depression is like Quicksand. Its easy to fall deeper and hard to pull yourself out."
"I'm so lonely. Surrounded by people that know me but don't know a thing."
"Its like the world is trying to tell me that it doesn't need me anymore."
"Sometimes i look in the mirror and wish i could see nothing"
"I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying."
"This love, this hate, is burning me away."
"I'll be fine, I'll be fine, I'll be fine for the very last time."
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