Yeah... I know all about delusions of grandeur. I would take up way too much time and create an intimidating wall of text in describing the mania induced schemes and plans I have come up with. I get myself so in over my head sometimes with my next big life changing plan to take over the world that I become a raving lunatic mad scientist and/or artist. Wringing my hands like Montgomery Burns with delight at my soon to be empire only to crash back to earth frustrated and embarrassed I thought that my plans would amount to anything.