|
It has been 8 years....8 years since i started cutiing and scratching. ive been in over 10 hospitilizations. been on too many pills to count on my hands. lost my future in going to college. always over heated in 90 degree weather because i have to wear a sweatshirt. i dont know anything about coping in a healthy way. i can pick them out like that. and know how long. over dosed too many times. never worked. i can make it 6 months but it comes right back. i miss my old life. where i was healthy. free of all my ilnesses. now i cry every night. and i still cut and scratch. and i wonder how long this will keep up for. cause when it rains it pours
|