Today, I am fighting paranoia again. Doesn't help that my dog randomly started barking his head off and ran around the house from window to window and door to door as if someone were coming. Then I saw two cars drive by the house twice each as if they drove by, then turned around and drove by again.
The thought that I am fighting is that either the son of the original owner who lived in the basement is coming to claim something that I don't even know is down there, (There are stories around the neighborhood about him that make me think that he has some MI issues as well) the other thought is that the ex of the owner who lived here just before we bought the house is bitter and is coming to claim some of the things that he left here when he broke up with the previous owner, and she left with us when we bought the house.
The other thought is that the house is cursed and that is why all this stuff goes on.
Writing this all out is helping, actually.
I once worked with a person who told me that she put a curse on me. Sometimes I wonder if it was true and that her curse is why these things happen.
So to make a long story short, I am a bit freaked.
Apparently Lithium is not doing much but making me fat. Five pounds in two months.
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