taking off for a few days
vacation is early March, but I need a getaway now

not on the roller coaster that won't stop
nothing
nothing does not feel as good as activity
even if it is a roller coaster...at least it stops
chin up and all that bs isn't cutting it for now

bits of time spent weeping
more bits of time pacing, on edge
still more...spelunking sounds better
shroud of loneliness
cocoon of the worst kind