THank you all, you are all right! I am 28, and the friendships that I ahve tend to be with shelfish people. I know I need to have more self-less people in my life, ones that are not so self centered. I really have only this one close friend and the others I see only once in a while. I have come to realize I need to let this go and move on to only keep positive people in my life. I know that not everyone is always positive because I know I am definalty not, but people who make me feel worth while! thanks again for all the kind words! ((((( to all )))))