Fallen, I'm sadden by your situation. I hope that by posting it has helped somewhat. I hope that your search for a car turns something up for you soon. Please try to find a pet carrier or crate for the dog and try not to take your frustration out on the pups. I know it's easier said than done... You might be able to find one at a ped shelter - and maybe even volunteering there could lead to a new career move for you in the pet field. Please keep posting. We do care about you...