I am on Trileptal, Seroquel and Prozac as well as Lithium. Lithium was supposed to be the icing on the meds cake, but I don't think I am stable yet.

My p-doc told me that the next step is ECT. I am not ready for that. I don't think all the options have been exhausted yet.

But she thinks everything is going well because my mood was good for the last couple of appointments. I told her about my recent urges to SI and she thought I was trying to shock her.