I am nervous about pissing off my T because I haven't heard back from her.
BUT, I am very much staying safe. In fact, I am having a good mental day.
I know she just is doing her best to help. Sometimes I am so unused to someone caring so much I just try to push them away to avoid hurt in the longrun.
I still am not pleased with who I am...
But, today I am not beating myself up!