September,
I still have lots to do at the house even thought the main hardest work is done so I don't think thats it.

I was out yesterday shopping with a friend and that helped and today I went myself. (would you believe I have covered the entire town and there isn't a single creme blind for sale? They don't carry them anywhere!!!!!)

Thanks for all the ideas. They are well appreciated. The drive sounds nice but I have to be in a little better mood to enjoy things with my husband. With a friend it's easier to relax.
I did call 3 friends tonite to say hi. It has made me feel a little better.

I like to read but lately it just puts me to sleep or I don't have the patience for it. I will be ok. It's just a tough time.

Thanks :O)
Heidu

When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us.- Alexander Graham Bell