Googley - that does make tons of sense for sure. I told my T one time that I just wanted to go curl up in the back of his pickup truck - he drives an older baby blue Chevy. It was not about wanting to be near him. It was just that I felt safe near him and when I saw his truck in his office parkinglot, I knew he was there and that I was safe. It is like those of us who have always had to be on defense just need a safe place where we can finally relax and just BE .... be safe.

Now you will have someone with you to face those past monsters. You no longer have to go into the darkness alone. Cling to that good feeling that T is helping you have and use it as a tool for your healing.