Hi I'm new here...but I am tormented by past abuse...by foster parents, as well as an ex-husband..and being raped as a thirteen year old kid by two guys in one night...they were both buddies to each other...add to that teasing and being made fun of because of being big and having a hard time sitting still because of nerves AND medication..Oh yes I'm angry...Why people think they have the right to act ugly towards others(especially those they think are 'different') is something I just cannot fathom...I was raised not to tease or be mean..what's up with all the meanies?