hi kim and welcome!

i'm sorry to hear about what you've gone thru. nobody, especially a child should have to endure what you have. i'm a survivor as well.

we can't control what happened to us as children however, we can try to have some control in our "today". are you seeing a therapist to work on some of these issues?

you've found alot who can relate and listen to you here.

again welcome.

sending peaceful, healing wishes,

kd